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How is everyone doing? There are so many things going on in my head right now.
It is beyond overwhelming, stressful, heartbreaking to the point of being Debilitating.
As some of you know I suffer from fibromyalgia, lupus, post-traumatic stress syndrome, anxiety, depression, chronic pain, chronic fatigue syndrome, Parkinson's...
Just to name a few. My journey through life has been a very difficult one. From the age of approximately 3-4, my parents separated leaving myself and two sisters living with my mom. At that point she was going to school, working to try to maintain and provide for us girls...
so we could have a roof over our head and food on the table.
My mother is not only a role model, my hero, the brightest woman in this world and I am not exaggerating as she worked for JPL/NASA as a department head ... back in the day when women were not accepted well into the workforce.  She got her Ph.D.  and has a  book in the Library of Congress she is a creator photovoltaics...  which is solar energy. Which is used appreciated and a huge asset to this world energy,  clean air and environmentally?

But the incredible Amazing Love acceptance and attitude regardless of what she is going through...
Wow, she always puts a positive spin on everything.
She is struggling now with the horrendous health conditions which is heartbreaking not only of course to my mother ...
but to me!
She is my rock, my Pillar of Strength and just the most amazing mother, woman, and individual, I have ever met in my life. She is the only one in my world who truly Believes In Me and makes me feel as if I am something special not only as her daughter but as a human being.

Will continue with the remainder of the blog, later on, have many things to take care of regarding my health.

But God bless and have a good day

Cathy Kean

Ways to manage chronic pain – Patient Talk

Ways to manage chronic pain not sure if it will work for me...

However, I will give it a go. It seems in comprehensible as my pain is so bad right now to get out of bed and try to stretch, walk and do exercise but at this point my psyche is not so strong... sorry, tears...

I'm barely hanging on I feel like I am at my wit's end with this disease. Fibromyalgia, lupus, post traumatic stress syndrome, anxiety, depression and the list goes on and on Parkinson's the newest diagnosis. It is incredibly hard, hurting 24/7 .... 365 days a year it is getting too overwhelming. It's getting to where the pain is  getting so unmanageable and I literally feel like something inside my brain is going to switch off and I will never be the same.....
Sorry for the Lume and dume post just so lost so disappointed in medical community, family, friends.
They would have no concept of what I go through on a daily basis... they only make assumptions,
oh she's not that sick, she's just trying to get attention,
who would want feel like shit .... all the time,
be non-functional in society, not be able to engage with her wonderful gorgeous 7 grandchildren who are my heart and soul...
Who would want that/this kind of life or as they say....  being lazy or get attention,  drug seeker, or, or ????

All-negative statements that you could only imagine that I have heard which has destroyed and hurt me... Beyond what any of you could ever, ever imagine or that I could ever be able to express.
I said this statement about seeking attention .... because of my personality. I am a very vibrant, outgoing, fun-loving, engaging individual ...
I get massive  attention when I used to be normal .... I still get it at times...  but it takes a lot for me to pull myself together and put on that fake front.
I don't want pathetic attention and mistrust and judgment...

I mean really who would? Us individuals who suffer with chronic illnesses are heartbroken,  damaged, fighting every single day for our existence and others only assume that they get it.
but they don't they don't even have a clue....

Not a itty bitty clue...

I have asked my family numerous, numerous, numerous times to please go on our support boards into our community... not read the medical literature by individuals who have no concept or clue of the physical aspects of this that we carry day in and day out. Do you think that one, not one, one damn family member could do this for me. I'm so tired. I'm so tired. I'm so tired. I'm so tired.



GOD BLESS...

CATHY KEAN


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